…Remember Me?

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Happy Hanukkah and Happy Easter!

Where have I been these past few months? Trust me, you’d rather not know. It’s a gruesome tale of lies, drink, drugs, hope and heartbreak. Naturally, it was a cocktail for disaster. The life of a teenager eh? Well, I’m sure your all very please to know I’m back and avoiding the darker half of my miserable existance. For now at least.Yet, at the end of it all I always come crying back to my lovely M word. He’s ridiculously understanding and patient, and a big brother figure, so for that I’ll forever respect and love him. I’m really sweet aren’t I I will tell you one thing though, these past few months I have met some unforgettable characters and made some brilliant friends. Silver linings and all…

xo

The Blues..

.. on a Friday? Practically unheard of. Every thing’s so monotonal, I need a change.
And also, why is it I connect better with boys compared to girls? Its not always the case but, 8/10 times I can guarantee it’ll be a boy I’m befriending. I dunno, I just think I hate females.

Back to Black.

College is wank,
I haven’t wrote in ages.

Like a Night Club in the morning, you’re the bitter end.
Like a recently disinfected shit-house, you’re clean round the bend.
You give me the horrors
too bad to be true
All of my tomorrow’s
are lousy coz of you.

You put the Shat in Shatter
Put the Pain in Spain
Your germs are splattered about
Your face is just a stain

You’re certainly no raver, commonly known as a drag.
Do us all a favour, here… wear this polythene bag.

You’re like a dose of scabies,
I’ve got you under my skin.
You make life a fairy tale… Grimm!

People mention murder, the moment you arrive.
I’d consider killing you if I thought you were alive.
You’ve got this slippery quality,
it makes me think of phlegm,
and a dual personality
I hate both of them.

Your bad breath, vamps disease, destruction, and decay.
Please, please, please, please, take yourself away.
Like a death a birthday party,
you ruin all the fun.
Like a sucked and spat our smartie,
you’re no use to anyone.
Like the shadow of the guillotine
on a dead consumptive’s face.
Speaking as an outsider,
what do you think of the human race

You went to a progressive psychiatrist.
He recommended suicide…
before scratching your bad name off his list,
and pointing the way outside.

You hear laughter breaking through, it makes you want to fart.
You’re heading for a breakdown,
better pull yourself apart.

Your dirty name gets passed about when something goes amiss.
Your attitudes are platitudes,
just make me wanna piss.

What kind of creature bore you
Was is some kind of bat
They can’t find a good word for you,
but I can…
TWAT.

Whoever had that wrote about them got told. I wish i had the sort of guts Johnny Clarke has.
Moving on! Isn’t rekindling a lost friendship wonderful?It’s a long story and naming no names, I’m glad were back to normal with our late night texts and battering each other. And it’s very lucky we didn’t end up going out (like we were told to haha) because it probably would have ruined everything. I missed you x

Just a little bit

more to add. Martin is possibly one of the nicest people to talk to. His hairs long because it’s full of my problems ha.
I’m going to watch Amelie now.x

Love Will Tear us Apart

Title? Its Joy Division

Music When the Lights go Out. It’s The Libertines. I’ve always found them so amazing and I’m just always in awe of how brilliant they are. I’ve seen Pete Doherty (solo) 4 times now. Every time I fall more in love with him and his music. He’s so brilliant, and I don’t think I could love anyone more than him. I’m even going to learn the guitar just because of how beautiful the music is.

Libertines Songs of Tonights
What Katie Did
Breck Road Lover
Anything But Love
I Love You (But Your Green)
France
In Love With a Feeling
Through the Looking Glass
Music When the Lights go Out
Never Never
The Whole World is Our Playground
Your My Waterloo

Non Libertines Songs from Tonight
Love Will Tear Us Apart – Joy Division
Atmosphere- Joy Division
She’s Lost Control- Joy Division
Lullaby- The Cure
Hospital Beds- Cold War Kids
Let Go- Frou Frou
Who Can Say- The Horrors
Heart Shaped Box- Nirvana
Every Me Every You- Placebo
The Bitter End- Placebo
Exit Movie (For a Film)- Radiohead
Death at the Chapel- The Horrors
The Shooting Star That Destroyed Us- A Static Lullaby
Bigmouth Strikes Again- The Smiths
Pretty Girl- Sugarcult
Tessellate- Tokyo Police Club
Maps- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
What Katy Did Next- Babyshamles

Until next time, x

oh in case you were wondering, myself and rob split.

Oh ello!

If it were possible (and apparently it is) I’d swear my mind was becoming more laddish by the day. Friday tomorrow. Theres a party I’m going, I don’t think many people are going to turn up. Oh well, its a £4 taxi ride home. Or a bus journey depending on how early it becomes shit. What else tomorrow? Erm there IS something I just forget farrr too easily.
Moving on! (that’s going to really irritate me too) Another party on Saturday then sleeping Soph’s (brill). Gig on Sunday. One busy weekend. (I’m still irritated)

Fairly average 2 weeks, saw Pete Doherty (again) was amazing, still managing not to crash during my driving lessons. That’s an alright sign I guess.
OOOOOOOOOOOH I remembered! I’m going France in February as part of an English literature trip, that should be good I reckon! I’ll leave you in peace now;

happy blogging x

Its been a while

What to say? Several things have happened between now and the 20th of August (?) i think it was.

ANYWAY,lets make a list shall we?

• I turned 17 (and so did Rob)
• Tom turned 18, its so strange.  3-4 years now? Time flies.
• As a result of the first point I’m learning to drive. Its’ advisable to stay off the road when I’m about.
• College began. I like it.
• 01′ clio, its white and is called Wizzy. It’s my baby.

That’s it I think (:

give us some love, (or a clue what to write about!) x

Blogging

I’ve finally succumbed to becoming a blogger. Excellent…? It’s only after reading a friends blog and how nice it was that it began to hit me;why don’t I get one so I can just subscribe to him and his lovely writings instead of waiting for a link to be sent! Anyway back to ‘blogging’ what do I actually write about? Help!
You heard it hear first people, wish me luck x